It’s a forever thing. The cravings, the relapses… it’s forever. I’ve been clean for 6 years. My husband of 12 years, on the other hand, has not. He relapses all the time. He’s overdosed 8 times that I have had to save his life. This last time, my kids were right there when I found him overdosed. It’s traumatic for my kids and me, and he thinks it’s a joke. That’s how powerful this drug is. I’m scared to death everyday. I know my husband will die. It’s not an ‘if’ anymore it’s a ‘when.’ I’ve lost myself watching him like [he’s] a 2-year-old.

  • Goth // Darkwave
  • Sierpien Records
  • Jan. 2018