It was like I existed forever. Endless existence after death. Then I began to wake up from the eternal dream, eternity slowed down, compressed, and I began to e... Պ
My legs and arms felt limp and numb. I began to feel like my skin was on fire and I was sweating profusely. My vision was blurry and I could barely open my eyes... Պ
This one is the most sedating/heavy of the bunch. Main effects last 2-3 hours and after effects up to 24 hours. The mind is pretty clear on this one (as with mo... Պ
As I pulled into the parking lot I begin to get really anxious and excited. I parked in the same spot I always used too. It was facing a large field across from... Պ
I loved the feeling I got from opioids, but when dependent, I hated the fact that I couldn't stop it. I stole massive amounts of prescription grade opioid analg... Պ
He could just hunker down in the space between each heartbeat and make each heartbeat a wall and live in there. Not let his head look over. What’s unendurable i... Պ
It felt as if I had the flu all the time, but coke would subdue the symptoms. I was falling apart. I remember there was one night when I couldn’t go to sleep be... Պ
Eventually, things began to spiral out of control. I had sore throats every night; it felt like I had a constant case of strep throat. I weighed about 90 pounds... Պ
My skin was pale grey, my pupils perpetually dilated. I was jittery, my mannerisms were spastic, my dialogue was jumpy and curse-laden. I was calling all the t... Պ
